I'm an Evil Woman, So Can I Die Now? - Chapter 1

I’ve read this multiple times, and the only conclusion I can come to from all of those readings is that I would have murdered the ever-loving F out of her original adoptive parents and given love to both her sister and her. Both of them deserve love period, honestly, this is one of those stories where I also never properly experienced unconditional love for my parents as well and wished I could give up my own life so I’m somebody else could maybe experience that